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A Reminisce for the soldier.

A Reminisce for the soldier. Written 05-12-03 By M. Aaron Hein.

Well, I came up with the idea for this poem several weeks ago after reading an interesting, but pointless literary work for an English assessment. Anyhow, the general idea of the poem revolves around the incredible circumstances some soldiers were forced into on foreign soil, and yet, perchance some exaggeration on the soldier’s view of the story? Anyhow, the central title, Eponymous, deals with the theiry that those whom make great sacrifices should be honored, andall others to live in obscurity. Besides spoken words, men must back them with action... we see this beauty of humanity time and time again when conflict arises. God bless.

buckshot, rattling, tails and streaks of fire,
ricochet,

maybe it’s not a fond reccollection, but it remains
so vivid to this day

let me tell you a story of a deadly game men
enjoy to play

they call it war, but in such a dog populated
world, it erupts nearly every day

With a quick glance, a motion and a decisive shot,
from the corporal’s command and a pull of a trigger
I opened fire on them precisely from the back of their lot,

enduring the conflict for hours, sand and dirt untamed
I felt my eyes stinging, tired, as though licked by flames,
knowing my platoon has nobody but themselves to blame
nevertheless, It was myself who was stuck to such a dog like game.

no complaints, dissent by itself constituted a punishable crime,
I kept my mouth shut, my aim the only viable investment of time.

to spy from my scope,

the fields, scarred, laced with blood and ash,
trees scorched, lifeless, as though set with the impact
of man’s imprint no less an earthly rash
from beauty itself a terrible detract

through the glass of my scope,

there they scattered
foreign soldiers and mercenaries from
their foxholes and mounds,
as though dilligent ants,
wishing above all means never by my scope to be found
their movement sporadic and frantic

I had seen them, amongst others at my shot
some falling, keeling over dead,
whilst
others remained crawling, sprawling,
to safe havens, battlements along the sides,
lined with barbed wire and articles of snide

from their advances

spraying us with shot,
greatly more vitriolic than hail, winter’s rain
it shot upon us, sending many of my men to
heavenly hands, god’s gain
with a stinging sensation, my leg pelted with pain
I rolled to the side, hoping to dear god that I was not
slain

as I opened my eyes,
to find myself
lying against the grain
of glass and broken dreams
I found
the gun cradled in my arms,
my sickness
signaling inherent pain

It was over now, or so it seemed to me,
the clock at my wrist signaling the end of the hour
but blood loss beckoning, ungodly

I could smell it now, the scent of smoke, and gunpowder
wafting from my barrel, its essence bitter and sour,
no les sterile
better than blood, but no less threatening
its scent poisonous to the memories, to the conscience unsettling

already
the moon risen into the sky, crescent, glowing,
perchance
signaling a shower,
or sweet rain to these fields sowing

the clouds swirling about, leather ruffling,
foxtails swaying,
I waited for the enemy to move,
but realized they lay waiting
out of range, out of shot,
so far yet so dangerously close
I couldn’t stand the wait, it was at that moment I chose

to dash away from it all, to take this sudden
leap of faith
it was now or never
to escape reality’s harsh and bloody grace

maybe not, to wipe the blood of my face
to eschew the army, to realize the breach of honor
in its own right could be shocking disgrace

bullets flying, their trails like streams of fire,
shot at me, but only erupted greater ire

it was then amongst the muck, my legs grew tired,
my arms grew heavy it was over...like an oil leak,
I fell to a stop, like a broken truck, ready to retire.

maybe not, maybe so,
I was a forced maverick
to take it all the way or not at all
constituted the code in which I would stick.

So I dug my feet, puleld the trigger and fired away,
at one soldier, then two, and a third from some
distance away

another shot tearing at me arm, my torso, blood loss
nearly carrying me astray,
only for the glaring of the horn, the cascading wind
and the sound of rotating blades
lifted by that guardian angel into the clouds,
from proverbial hell wihsked away,
thrown into the infirmary to lie,
wasting those hours in medical foray

take it from me, life’s eponymous
remembered for forefathers, and those
honorable to grace upon all of us
either you live or you die,
it doesn’t matter to me
but from the view of state’s eye
it’s far better to sacrifice to stay free
in some cases, death is better then life,
but then again, perhaps it’s not
but to serve one’s country and
proliferate liberation
well, that’s a guaranteed strightaway shot.

fin...
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